As I walked through the parking lot at work yesterday, I overheard a yelling match between two people. I work at a Christian nonprofit in a rough part of town, so these types of scenes are typical. A lady in her car was screaming back and forth with a man walking along the sidewalk.<\/p>\n
As I continued to walk, the lady drove up beside me, and I recognized her as a client I\u2019d just met inside. She was upset and flustered.<\/p>\n
\u201cDid you hear what that man said? These people are supposed to be Christians, but what he said was awful!\u201d she complained before driving off.<\/p>\n
I shook my head. I heard the things she yelled at him from her car. They weren\u2019t kind, and only three minutes earlier she was telling me about her Christian faith.<\/p>\n
I\u2019m guessing we\u2019ve all been there. I know I have. You think everyone else needs Jesus and God\u2019s grace, but you\u2019ve got things covered. You think to yourself, Thank God I\u2019m not that guy. What a sinful wreck.<\/em><\/p>\n I grew up in a Christian home and considered myself a devout Christian throughout my childhood. I didn\u2019t smoke, drink, chew or go with girls who do. I went to church, read my Bible, prayed now and again, and I never cussed (out loud).<\/p>\n In high school, I made judgment calls on people all the time. That guy smokes marijuana; he’s lost. That girl has a different boyfriend every week and I\u2019m guessing she hasn\u2019t remained pure; God help her. That teacher agrees with homosexual marriage and abortion; sinner.<\/em><\/p>\n These people needed Jesus badly. They needed the Gospel, and I hoped someone would share it with them. But I wasn\u2019t about to.<\/p>\n I\u2019d then go home after school \u2014 after passing judgment on all these people \u2014 and I\u2019d hop on my computer and browse pornography on the internet. I thought I was fine because I was a Christian. Jesus was enough, right? God\u2019s grace was enough. My sins were covered. I was forgiven.<\/p>\n None of us would admit to being this blatant in thinking that we\u2019ve got a license to sin. We\u2019ll never admit that we squander God\u2019s grace and Christ\u2019s blood so recklessly. We think that grieving the Holy Spirit (Ephesians 4:30<\/a>) is something only apostates are guilty of. As believers, we hold ourselves innocent of it day in and day out.<\/p>\n In Luke 18:9-14<\/a>, Jesus shares a parable about two men praying in the synagogue. One man is a Pharisee, and he thanks God that he\u2019s not like the other man, a wretched sinner and tax collector. The tax collector beats his chest and pleads to God for forgiveness because he\u2019s a wretched sinner.<\/p>\n The Pharisee wasn\u2019t wrong. The other man was<\/em> a wretched sinner, but the Pharisee failed to recognize that he was a wretched sinner himself. He based his righteousness on \u201cthat guy over there\u201d while the tax collector based his righteousness on God\u2019s law, and begged for forgiveness, grace and mercy for his sins.<\/p>\n The world around us is an awful place. The things that pass for entertainment today are heartbreaking. I looked at the top 50 songs on the American charts and all but a handful are explicit. The way people treat one another and talk to one another in person or online is depressing. Social media has turned from being a place to make friends to a place to lose friends in droves.<\/p>\n It\u2019s tempting as a Christian to see the filthy rags the world passes off as righteousness and think we have something better and purer to offer God. Yet the truth is that apart from Christ and His righteousness, our good deeds are no better than those of the world (Isaiah 64:6<\/a>).<\/p>\n We can pass judgment and pity the secular culture around us. We can play the role of the Pharisee and thank God that \u2014 despite all our flaws and failures as a church \u2014 we are not as bad as \u201cthat guy\u201d over there. But by doing so, we\u2019re not fooling anyone but ourselves.<\/p>\n God knows the price of our sins \u2014 He paid for them. And the world isn\u2019t fooled by our outward displays of self-righteousness. They know what happens behind closed doors. Non-Christians aren\u2019t the only ones having affairs, cheating on their taxes and looking at pornography<\/a> when nobody is watching.<\/p>\n I want to be more like the tax collector beating his chest, begging God to forgive him for his sins. I want to see the world\u2019s need for God\u2019s grace but never lose track of my own immense need for God\u2019s grace, too.<\/p>\n I want to come alongside someone struggling in sin and tell them where I find hope every day as a sinner myself. I want them to know that if God can save a wretch like me, then He can certainly save them.<\/p>\n I want people to see the way I live my life and glorify God for it. I don\u2019t want them to see a man who can do no wrong, but instead I want them to see a mere man \u2014 frail and weak by his own strength \u2014 completely dependent on God for every good thing.<\/p>\n That\u2019s what I want, but I\u2019m far from it. I\u2019m still comparing myself to that Christian lady who yelled awful things to that man on the sidewalk and then complained about the awful things he yelled back.<\/p>\n The longer the Apostle Paul ministered to the church, the more he saw himself as a sinner. He started off recognizing his sin (Acts 22:19<\/a>), then he considered himself least of the apostles (1 Corinthians 15:9<\/a>), then least of the saints (Ephesians 3:8<\/a>), and he ended his ministry as the chief of all sinners (1 Timothy 1:15<\/a>).<\/p>\n Like Paul, as we grasp the magnitude of Christ\u2019s work on the cross for our salvation, we see more of our need for His grace and righteousness in our everyday lives. I don\u2019t know about you, but I have a long way to go before I consider myself the chief of all sinners. Jesus is precious to me, but I know there are still things in my life I find more precious than His shed blood on my behalf. There are still sins I indulge in without thinking about their cost. I\u2019m still prone to look at the world around me and notice how evil others are, then overlook my own sinful attitudes and actions.<\/p>\nI was making judgment calls on strangers<\/h4>\n
\u201cI might be bad, but that guy\u2019s worse\u201d<\/h4>\n
We can\u2019t define righteousness as \u201cnot worldly\u201d<\/h4>\n
The kind of Christian I want to be<\/h4>\n
What sanctification should look like in our lives<\/h4>\n